So I just had the 18 week ultrasound.
Chase really wanted a girl since we don't have any.
Logan really wanted a boy because he doesn't like girls. (even though his bff is a girl)
Mommy definitely wanted a a girl.
But Chase learned a great saying in kindergarten: "You get what you get and you don't throw a fit."
I told myself this as I learned that I am having my third boy. Yes, a little disappointment. Yet I've had this feeling for years I'm going to have boys so it's not so surprising. It is easy to mourn what you won't have, but when I look at my two boys, I feel a swell of love for them, and so it will be with my next little boy. I'm just grateful to be able to have children and the world needs more good men, so I really hope that I can raise these boys to love the gospel and want to be righteous men. I will gladly go broke putting all these boys on missions.
